It's not nobility or whatever. I just really do want you to be happy.
[ and he's had a lifetime's experience in learning how to lose? or something. dave flexes his fingers, trying to think. ]
It's not...the issues I'm talking about don't really have anything you can fix? And it's easier if I just do it. Alone? Like. I mentioned shit that was bugging me to Dirk but literally the only solution is to learn to deal. I need some time to not be okay. Or something.
[ he's used to just repressing everything and that counts as dealing but he's...attempting to just force himself not to be bothered by shit, which is repression in a different direction? p...rogress. ]
Re the happiness thing, I just kind of occasionally consider that there are people who can better suit, like, the things you like to do and want to do than, you know, me. As long as you disagree, cool. We'll talk about it whenever it actually becomes an issue?
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[ and he's had a lifetime's experience in learning how to lose? or something. dave flexes his fingers, trying to think. ]
It's not...the issues I'm talking about don't really have anything you can fix? And it's easier if I just do it. Alone? Like. I mentioned shit that was bugging me to Dirk but literally the only solution is to learn to deal. I need some time to not be okay. Or something.
[ he's used to just repressing everything and that counts as dealing but he's...attempting to just force himself not to be bothered by shit, which is repression in a different direction? p...rogress. ]
Re the happiness thing, I just kind of occasionally consider that there are people who can better suit, like, the things you like to do and want to do than, you know, me. As long as you disagree, cool. We'll talk about it whenever it actually becomes an issue?