[ that... does not answer the actual question that was asked. having fun doesn't necessarily mean that you're happy? he isn't sure what to call out though, if there even anything to?? like always, karkat is not sure if he's freaking out over nothing or not. ]

I guess it's just not... whatever for me though. Your happiness is just something that matters a lot to me? Even if it's something that has nothing to do with me.