Again: not your fault. Literally all of that is stuff I need to learn to deal with and shouldn't have said. I didn't want to say any of the shit that was buggin' me to Dirk, either.

[ but he'd ended up doing it and dirk doesn't seem upset so maybe that was okay. or he told dirk at least that he was worried he was failing somehow because he's pretty much not who bro wanted him to be, super dying skills aside. ]

I didn't want to tell you any of it because none of it is fair of me to think or feel or say. So can we just consider it, like, case closed? That's pretty much of all of it, I think, I don't know. There's probably something Bro related I'm forgetting but there's thirteen years of Bro shit and honestly I don't really want to waste time thinkin' about the guy sometimes. I'm working on the whole feeling crappy about shit that shouldn't bug me thing, so it's fine.