I knew you didn't want to go public to start with when we started dating? I literally knew this. I shouldn't have ever brought up wanting anything different because spoiler alert obviously that would end badly? And I'm not jealous.
[ hE DOESN'T LIKE THE WORD because he usually isn't, but it has admittedly piled up mostly because he. wants to do those things too. that other people can do. with his boyfriend. he's bad at this. he's not exactly worried about being dumped but he kind of wants to be so he can also do the boyfriendy stuff that he could do were he not dating karkat this makes sense to him. ]
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I knew you didn't want to go public to start with when we started dating? I literally knew this. I shouldn't have ever brought up wanting anything different because spoiler alert obviously that would end badly? And I'm not jealous.
[ hE DOESN'T LIKE THE WORD because he usually isn't, but it has admittedly piled up mostly because he. wants to do those things too. that other people can do. with his boyfriend. he's bad at this. he's not exactly worried about being dumped but he kind of wants to be so he can also do the boyfriendy stuff that he could do were he not dating karkat this makes sense to him. ]