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[luckily, Rin's got some experience in waiting around for someone to speak from the heart]
It'll hurt. A whole lot.
But you'll live. And you'll have your friends and family there for you, even if turns out he can't be right now. That won't change, no matter how this turns out, alright.
It'll hurt. A whole lot.
But you'll live. And you'll have your friends and family there for you, even if turns out he can't be right now. That won't change, no matter how this turns out, alright.
hey
sorry about the other day
i did mean it when i said i wanted to work on our friendship
however its true that i havent wanted to talk to you mostly because
theres stuff i really cannot handle talking to you about rn
and you almost always hone in on those things like a laser guided nuclear missile and bring them up
regardless of whether or not ive informed you previously that i cant take talking about the stuff or not
can we set ground rules for that
if theres anything you dont want to hear me talk about you can add it to the list
it wouldnt be just what i cant take
if not thats fine and you can ignore this
sorry about the other day
i did mean it when i said i wanted to work on our friendship
however its true that i havent wanted to talk to you mostly because
theres stuff i really cannot handle talking to you about rn
and you almost always hone in on those things like a laser guided nuclear missile and bring them up
regardless of whether or not ive informed you previously that i cant take talking about the stuff or not
can we set ground rules for that
if theres anything you dont want to hear me talk about you can add it to the list
it wouldnt be just what i cant take
if not thats fine and you can ignore this
UH NO.
NOT NO TO THE SUGGESTION YOU JUST MADE BUT I DID THAT THING YOU SUGGESTED?
I SHOWED LEIJON THE CONVERSATION AND SHE BASICALLY POINTED OUT EVERY SINGLE THING THAT I DID WRONG THERE SO I AM FAIRLY AWARE HOW MUCH OF A REAR END OF A HOOFBEAST I WAS BEING TOWARDS YOU.
SO BASICALLY I'M SAYING NO TO YOU APOLOGIZING SINCE IT WAS ME IN THE WRONG THERE AND NOT YOU.
BUT GROUND RULES ARE FINE.
NOT NO TO THE SUGGESTION YOU JUST MADE BUT I DID THAT THING YOU SUGGESTED?
I SHOWED LEIJON THE CONVERSATION AND SHE BASICALLY POINTED OUT EVERY SINGLE THING THAT I DID WRONG THERE SO I AM FAIRLY AWARE HOW MUCH OF A REAR END OF A HOOFBEAST I WAS BEING TOWARDS YOU.
SO BASICALLY I'M SAYING NO TO YOU APOLOGIZING SINCE IT WAS ME IN THE WRONG THERE AND NOT YOU.
BUT GROUND RULES ARE FINE.
right
well
can you please stop talking to me about when you go off alone on no sleep
or texting me when you are off alone
on no sleep
it always upsets me and i never want to hear about it because i cant actually do anything about it
so can you just
cool it on that maybe
so yeah i always end those conversations real fucking fast because as ive said before
i dont want to hear about it
well
can you please stop talking to me about when you go off alone on no sleep
or texting me when you are off alone
on no sleep
it always upsets me and i never want to hear about it because i cant actually do anything about it
so can you just
cool it on that maybe
so yeah i always end those conversations real fucking fast because as ive said before
i dont want to hear about it
id also appreciate it if you dont talk to me about your quadrants
i dont really talk about that shit with friends on the regular
and it isnt my business
especially when you dont want to give me an exact date on that
which im no longer sure i even want to know since any option would be bad anyway
and it has nothing to do with me so its kind of a moot point
well i guess there are some scenarios in which it would matter
but i dont want to ask those questions
the third thing is probably the hardest but like
can you maybe dial it back on the insults and the mockery
not just for me but for when you talk about people i like to me
just like a little bit
i know you dont actually mean shit by it
but please
can you try not to hit the point in a conversation where you tell me how much you hate me
and how much i suck or whatever
and then have to backtrack it later
since we got here
ive worked through a lot of shit
and i think im maybe at the point in my life
where i want to believe dirk and rose are right
so i need to ask you to try to stop doing that to me
then my last request is just
can you not do the thing where you rant about how much you suck
and we stall out while i try to get you to calm down and fail
because i want to be there for you but i have failed every time in the last few months to like
back you away from that
and then we never address any of the issues i try to raise because neither of us is capable of getting around the freakouts
so i think maybe
i am not the person you should be talking to about that kind of thing
because it puts both of us in really bad positions
which are unfair on both of us
i dont really talk about that shit with friends on the regular
and it isnt my business
especially when you dont want to give me an exact date on that
which im no longer sure i even want to know since any option would be bad anyway
and it has nothing to do with me so its kind of a moot point
well i guess there are some scenarios in which it would matter
but i dont want to ask those questions
the third thing is probably the hardest but like
can you maybe dial it back on the insults and the mockery
not just for me but for when you talk about people i like to me
just like a little bit
i know you dont actually mean shit by it
but please
can you try not to hit the point in a conversation where you tell me how much you hate me
and how much i suck or whatever
and then have to backtrack it later
since we got here
ive worked through a lot of shit
and i think im maybe at the point in my life
where i want to believe dirk and rose are right
so i need to ask you to try to stop doing that to me
then my last request is just
can you not do the thing where you rant about how much you suck
and we stall out while i try to get you to calm down and fail
because i want to be there for you but i have failed every time in the last few months to like
back you away from that
and then we never address any of the issues i try to raise because neither of us is capable of getting around the freakouts
so i think maybe
i am not the person you should be talking to about that kind of thing
because it puts both of us in really bad positions
which are unfair on both of us
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