No matter how much you prepare for it the two of you are still going to fuck up though. I don't mean that in a "you're doomed and can never be in a relationship" way. Dave and I fuck up all the time, I'm surprised he hasn't du-- any-fucking-way. I don't want you to start dating and then the first time something bad happens that you have an aneurysm and conclude that you rushed into it and weren't ready?
[With a sheepish smile, he rubs the back of his head.]
Well... you're not wrong to worry about it. We haven't had a fight yet. I snapped at him, uh, twice? Since arriving here. And I felt awful both times. Even if we did quarrel now, I might just blame myself regardless of who was at fault. That's part of why we can't date yet though. I'm not very healthy.
Just don't beat yourself too much if you don't solve all your problems. I mean, I'm pretty fucked up and that probably won't change any time soon? So. It's good that you want to figure yourself out first but just don't think you have to make sure absolutely everything is amazing before you go onto the next step.
I mean it! I find you admirable. Of course you aren't perfect, no one is, but despite that, you don't let it stop you from having what you want and enjoying your life.
What the fuck is a rapsca-- [ he never gets to finish that question because of jake's attack.
he immediately goes to smack jake again with his own pillow, even though karkat is still somewhat distracted by how fake a word rapscallion is. there is no way that's real. ]
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No matter how much you prepare for it the two of you are still going to fuck up though. I don't mean that in a "you're doomed and can never be in a relationship" way. Dave and I fuck up all the time, I'm surprised he hasn't du-- any-fucking-way. I don't want you to start dating and then the first time something bad happens that you have an aneurysm and conclude that you rushed into it and weren't ready?
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Well... you're not wrong to worry about it. We haven't had a fight yet. I snapped at him, uh, twice? Since arriving here. And I felt awful both times. Even if we did quarrel now, I might just blame myself regardless of who was at fault. That's part of why we can't date yet though. I'm not very healthy.
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[ it sounds like a joke! (it's not a joke) ]
Just don't beat yourself too much if you don't solve all your problems. I mean, I'm pretty fucked up and that probably won't change any time soon? So. It's good that you want to figure yourself out first but just don't think you have to make sure absolutely everything is amazing before you go onto the next step.
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You're the greatest chum a fella could ask for, Karkat. I guess I really am just that scared of fucking up. Maybe I need to be more like you.
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[ no one wants to be more like karkat..... ]
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I mean it! I find you admirable. Of course you aren't perfect, no one is, but despite that, you don't let it stop you from having what you want and enjoying your life.
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[ that also sounds like a joke (it's not a joke) ]
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[That time he knows Karkat isn't joking. Jake puts his hands in his lap.]
Oh! This must be a ball for you. Sure, it's not what we were aiming for but it's a nice break. You're even making lots of friends.
[Look they don't have to die repeatedly in a stupid game that's a break.]
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[ karkat is still kind of waiting for the people who do like him to realize he is shitty and ditch him? ]
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[He is honestly curious. Who knows he doesn't.]
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I just think that people are more likely going to like someone like you than me.
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People only think they like me because I act in a manner specifically so people like me. I think people like you because you don't pull your punches.
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[ he just. gestures at jake. ] And you're all... Jakey.
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[Though he doesn't know what Jakey means.]
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[ the most important piece of information that was said. ]
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give him a moment. ]
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Jesus H Christmas you make the cutest faces when someone compliments you.
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Jake English you are the actual dictionary definition of a fucking menace.
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[He yelps, falling back on the bed.]
Don't engage me in a pillow fight! I'm skilled in the art of pillows.
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[ he whacks jake again, as if to prove his point. ]
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En garde, you rapscallion!
[He grabs a pillow and jumps goes to tackle Karkat.]
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he immediately goes to smack jake again with his own pillow, even though karkat is still somewhat distracted by how fake a word rapscallion is. there is no way that's real. ]
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